I was only able to sleep maybe a couple hours. When the light broke around 5:30 a.m. I laid and rested for about another hour and was up around 6:30 a.m. I tooke a leak on the side of the church. I packed up all my sleeping gear and decided to just ride out of Boston. I’m tired and I’m stressed out and I cannot be around people.
I took the 7:30 a.m. train to Beverly out of North Station. I went to my friend’s work and I got the keys to my small car and then I drove and I picked up my truck in the parking lot where I left it in Danvers. I left the small car where I had kept my truck. I headed towards my camp in Middleton. I stopped at Stop & Shop and I got some chips, fruit, nuts, a tuna fish sandwich, some yogurt, and some water, oh and some Reese’s peanut butter cups. I needed enough that I could stay at my camp for a day or two to do some work and work through this fucking emotional hail storm that gets thrust upon me by my psychotic girlfriend. I also need to think through the issue with this ex-friend of mine who took it upon himself to insert himself in my personal business and try to insert himself into my girlfriend.
Because my friend’s car is in the shop and he’s using my car I had to drive out to meet him at around 5:00 p.m. I waited. I walked around Beverly and my friend didn’t get out of work until around 6:00. I drove him back to the little car that I parked in Danvers so that he would have a vehicle and he and I discussed my current quandary.
After I dropped him off and he took my car, I drove back to my campsite. My ex-girlfriend continued to text me and call me. I’ve given up on trying to be rational and nice. I began saying horrible nasty things to her like she does to me. This antagonized and upset her even more, and the stream of texts did not end. I do not care, she’s not mentally well and lives in a fantasy world where her behavior is inconsequential, and she can blame others for being awful, deceptive, and belligerent to others.
I stayed up until about 9:00 p.m. I was so tired from not sleeping the night before I passed out cold on my air mattress in my tent.